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   What you see is the last photo of my mother and I in the same frame, when she was alive. That was the last daylight she saw. Even though she was my mother, she was like my first child and hence her passing is like passing of my first-born and mother together and life will never be the same again. She had completed 73 years on this planet. Thanks for all the support that you have provided. I apologize for not taking calls from anyone, as I’m still not in a position to talk about it. I have written down what I can, as fast as I can and answered a few questions along the way. It makes things emotional to repeat it. Plan for India: I decided to go to India at the end of June to be with my mother and bring her back to the U.S. after her medical examinations in India. I decided on Thursday, booked ticket on Friday, did RT/PCR on Saturday and  flew on Sunday. My manager at work wholeheartedly supported it. My mother and I  were vaccinated against COVID.    I ha...

Swami Tinhi Jagacha Aai Vina Bhikari (Lord of all three worlds is a beggar without mother)

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  What you see is the last photo of my mother and I in the same frame, when she was alive on July 10,2021. That was the last daylight she saw. Even though she was my mother, she was like my first child and hence her passing is like passing of my first-born and mother together and life will never be the same again. She had completed 73 years on this planet. Post Death Introspection: I can write a book on what may have gone  wrong or what I could have done differently. This is all I have been thinking almost all the time.   I’ll list down few mistakes and few observations: 1.        BRAIN DOES NOT WORK especially if a loved one is involved. I had an ambulance number with me in the house and I had organized medical papers a day early as we were supposed to meet with doctors next day. I foolishly went to get an ambulance and that took roughly 20 minutes. Practicing emergency drills at home the way we do earthquake and fire drills in U.S. is ...